MOVED BiiTCHES =P. 

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MOOD +// CURiOUS . . .

ii wonder whats on your mind rii now =/ . your xanga is shut down & ii wonder if you did thaat . im curious to know .

todaiie ish the music awards concert. not too excited. cause i feel sick & my temperature went up a degree higher. what a gay. ohh & i got to talk to my big brotherr yesterday =] . he`s hella funny . except he`s boater to koreans liike when he says "sarang hae" LOL ! ... had me hella ckrackin` up. then i was talkin` to my property ; TONY . he made me realize what a physco i live wiif aka my sister. overall .. yesterday was half & half. good thing was that i got to talk to them fools & the bad thing .. is that i made him mad =[ . 

TRAPPED iNTO THE DARKNESS . . .// NOBODY KNOWS WHAT TO DO . . . // DEEPEST DESiiRE TO FiiND iNDEPENDENCE // GONE TOO SOON // THE EVENT iS LEFT WiTH CONFUSiON // iN THE END, iT'S NOTHiNG MORE THAN AN iLLUSiON // WHAT YOU FiND iS CONTRAVERSY // THEN, NOBODY COMES OUT TO FiND ME // TO THiS DARK DESTiNATiON // WHAT OF ME iS LOST ... // COUSE` TiME RAN OUT FOR ANYBODY TO KNO A LiFE`S COST. //

those broken promises shattered me to millions of pieces. no matter how much you change now, it wont change how i feel about you rii now . the ckrip life & the blood life .. if those two worlds were to collide, it`ll only end up to be destruction & look where we are. the love we had was uncomparable to anybody else`s but it was so  . . forbidden to go on.  dont say sorry to the broken promises if your jest saying it cause you know you`re going to break them again. dont tell me you love me when you were the one that changed for your good couse` of ur pride.. i know you all too well & but you dont know me all too much . the sparkle in my eyes that you saw was a spark that was meant to tell you to wake up but i guess you couldn`t realize that. your past, i know you cant change, you shouldn`t have left in the first place & stopped your bad habits there. you`re stronger in mind than that. the tears i wept cause of you .. it was cause you were too blind to see what the street life was doing to you. it aint the gang bullshit that stopped you from being wiif me & whateversz ... it was your pride . even wiif the gang bullshit , i managed to get out of it . . . i know how you feel but you dont know how i feel or i have felt . . i always knew how you felt & how much you loved me . but despite all that fuckenn emotionsz packed for you, i forgotten everything cause all i needed was jest you to be happy but my tears & my pain was putting more burden on you. this is the end & all you can be to me is a friend.

Hey doorrk =).. You got hacked but you din't get jacked yet. Whoooa! Don't worry, you will.. sooner or later. Haha. Damn, I must be HELLA bored for me to be doin' this. I don't have HELLA to say though but oh well. God, I miss you like CRAZY! It feels like I haven't talked to you in ages! lol. I love you though. The most awesome person on this earth. The person that can make me hella cheeese. Shit, only you can do that. And shoo, I tried callin' you like CRAZY yesterday but you were hella busy at tha' freakin' graduation thingy. S'all good though. Maybe next time? Hopefully. Oh yeah, I'll visit you first thing when I'mmuh up in Washington. Lol. It's gonna be OFF THA' HOOK. Yay! Spendin' time with you fer even jus' one second will mean tha' world to me =). Well, I'mmuh out. ttyl. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!

+ Rem1x3d StyLeS

i MiSS & LOV3  HiiM HELLA !

060905 ; ViSiT THE HiGH SCHOOL & MiSS 1ST / 2ND PERiOD .
061405 ; MUSiC AWARDS . 6:30-9:00PM
061705 ; EDMONDS FESTiVAL
062005 ; SCHOOL BBQ & YEARBOOK
062206 ; LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
062505-062805 ; SUMMER RETREAT
071005 ; CHRiSTiAN`S BiRTHDAY
071505 ; TONY`S BiRTHDAY
070405-071905 ; MEXiCO MiSSiON
072505 ; 10TH GRADE PREP CLASSES STARTS

i fight , pray , cry , smile , break down for the ones i love. & one of those people are YOU ! no matter who you are . . . i will care cause without each other for anybody, nobody can survive.

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